It’s another trip again to ease the pain. For many months, I have been clueless after the pain. Thinking I must be okay then. I have forgiven myself and the person who has caused it. Did I? Really? On April 14, I decided to meet him in Indonesia. Once and for all, to make things clear and to maintain my sense of identity and untangled my confusion. I left the country hoping to get through the pain of immigration screening and not to break apart again. Fate was so kind. The officer allowed me to travel even without the travel authority. Thanking God for intervention, I arrived at the airport 12:30 in the morning. While I was approaching the exit gate, I felt the potential of love emerges and become expressively real when I saw him waiting and waving his hand. “There he is.” I said. Teary eyes of happiness and he let me experience the love through his hug and kiss. April 15, 2014 In the morning, we explored the famous K uta beach - the ultimate beach resort c